As darkness, as light

Thank you surrounding darkness,

for forcing me to see my light.

Thank you agonizing pain,

for driving me mad enough to feel

my total well being.

Thank you sickness,

for making me see your illusion, and claim myself as healthy.

Thank you hatred

for driving me insane enough,

to surrender to love.

Thank you shrinking shame,

for making me feel so vulnerable, naked and real, and therefore compassionate towards others shame based reality.

Thank you bitterness,

for making me feel a wonderful sense of freedom,

when I choose forgiveness.

Thank you bastards for letting me see my beauty.

Thank you ego, for making me become this human divine.

Thank you Death, for giving me a New Life!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gPp7mVTstv4&feature=related

Blue velvet

There are these moments -

moments when all I see is blue.

These moments are the moments,

when I need

to get myself home to you.

To see myself in your eyes.

To feel myself as you.

To meet my strangeness in your presence,

to become true,

to the color blue.

The blue is pulling me through -

It´s calling me all the way

through the dark forest of shame,

and over the high mountain of stiffened fear -

and home to the Land of You.

"Strange color blue", I am amazed.

How your light highly guides -

when I let your signs

decide.

Who would know? That the color blue,

were pure

as the first white snow -

ever falling on you.

Please enjoy following musical attachment:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m4ZFhmvfzUY